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[trueloveskid]

It's been six weeks since Henry was born, and sometimes it feels like it's been longer than that, and sometimes like it was only yesterday. Mostly it depends on what kind of day it is, and how much trouble she has getting Henry to sleep, because if he's not sleeping, she's not sleeping.

Today is one of the days where it feels like they've made no progress at all, despite the fact that they just saw the doctor today and were both cleared. Henry's growing like he should, and she can resume life as it was before Henry was born. Including going back to work, which she will do on Monday.

She's just finishing up feeding Henry when she hears Neal come into the apartment. She sets Henry down in his crib to nap...hopefully to nap...and there, he seems to be asleep, so she backs away slowly and quietly so he won't wake up again, because she needs a few minutes to herself. She closes the door most of the way and sinks down onto the couch in the living room.

"I can't take another six weeks of this. I haven't slept more than two hours at a time since we brought him home."

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[trueloveskid]

Her heart starts racing when he presses up behind her, and her breath catches in her throat. Even with everything that has happened between them, with the fact that he stuck around after finding out about Henry, even the fact that Henry exists in the first place, she still has a hard time believing that anyone can feel that way about her. That anyone wants her around, or will stick around themselves instead of abandoning her yet again.

She turns around to face him and puts her arms around his neck. "You really want that?" She takes a moment to study his face, to consider what's now pressing against her thigh. She still has a hard time believing that this is happening, but she knows what her answer is, "Yes. I will."

She leans in to kiss him while one arm untangles itself from his neck and her hand slides down his chest and into his pants to wrap itself around his erection.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal's heart leaps into his throat at her answer. He was the happiest guy in the world. Then her fingers circled his cock and that affection gaze turned into a mixure of love, surprise and desire. He moaned against her lips, pulling her against him as they kissed. He was the happiest and now horniest guy in the world.

His hands traveled down her back and then around her rear. "Hold on tight." He growled the words as he swept her off her feet, keeping her close to him and his cock within reach, while walking over to the kitchen table to sit her down.

With Emma seated on the sturdy table his hands traveled up, pulling Emma's shirt over her head.

[trueloveskid]

"You want to do this here?" Then she shrugs. "Okay." It's started, they both want it, why wait? She wraps her legs tight around his waist as her free hand unfastens his pants and starts to pull them down.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal chuckled softly. "You started it." He had just asked her to marry him. His lips pressed heatedly against hers as his fingers skillfully unfastened her bra. He was a pro at it.

He exhaled when he saw the swell of her breast. They were still larger than normal and of course she was always beautiful in every possible away. He wanted to touch her but he also wanted to get the rest of their clothes off first.

Neal pulled his own shirt off and then helped kick off his pants before grabbing and pulling hers down.

[trueloveskid]

"Really?" She looks over at him while she leans back on her hands behind her, lifting her hips so that her pants can slide off. Her eyes glance down between his legs as she sits up straight again, her swollen breasts brushing against him. "I thought you started it."

[alandwithoutmagic]

A low groan rumbled through Neal's chest as his eyes moved over her. "Fuck you're beautiful." He spoke as he pressed his lips hard against hers. He only spoke again when they required air. "We both started it."

On hair laced through her hair, pulling her close to him while the other positioned his cock against her sex. He was too eager and he had to firmly remind himself to slow down. His hips began to thrust forward at a slow pace, rubbing his erection against her entrance, covering his length with her arousal.

[trueloveskid]

"Wait." As much as she wants this, and it's undeniable that she wants this, she presses her hands flat against his chest anyway. "Protection. Did you bring any from the store?"

She's not going to stop this if he didn't, she's been waiting for it for too long, but she's definitely not ready for another baby.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal growled softly. "I don't have anything." Sort of why Henry happened in the first place. "I'll be careful." He didn't have to cum inside her, plus he wanted her to reach her orgasm first, he could hold it back.

He leaned forward and kissed her softly. "But I can stop. If you want." He spoke against her lips, not wanting to stop but willing to for Emma's comfort.

[trueloveskid]

"No." She's been waiting for this for weeks, she's not stopping now. It makes her feel better, anyway, to know that even in her unshowered, baby weight state, that he still finds her attractive.

Besides, they just got engaged, and shouldn't they celebrate that? She spreads her legs open wider. "I want you."

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal groaned as he pressed his lips hard against hers. His hips roll forward slowly, first rubbing his erection against her entrance, before finally sinking inside of her. A low moan pulled from his chest as he held her hips tightly in his hand.

"Fuck Emma you feel amazing."

[trueloveskid]

"So do you," she gasps as he enters her. She wraps her legs and one arm tightly around him and braces herself with her other arm behind her. "I missed this."

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal growled against her skin as he began to thrust into her. His hands molded at her waist as he began to kiss and bite at her neck. "Oh Emma."

He had to hold back. It's been too long and he wanted to feel good too.

[trueloveskid]

She rolls her hips with each thrust, pulling him in deeper, and the arm around his back clutches tighter. She gasps his name into his ear. It's been so long since they've done this that she doesn't expect to last long.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal griped the table hard as he moved, trying to keep himself from cumming too soon. "Fuck Emma." He panted in her ear as his hips bucked against her. "I'm not gonna last." He pulled her close, pressing his lips to hers as he moved.

He'd wait until the last second before pulling out, his seed spilling onto her thigh and then the floor.

[trueloveskid]

Oh no. This is definitely not going to be satisfying enough. It barely scratched the surface of what she was hoping for tonight.

She picks up a couple of napkins to wipe the warm, sticky fluid off her thigh. "I have a better idea. You clean this up, and I'll get dressed and go to the store, then meet you in the bedroom."

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal was panting softly, kissing Emma's neck and cheek as she cleaned up. A low pleased hum rumbled through his chest at her suggestion. "Sounds like a plan." It sounded like an amazing plan and it'd give his body time to rest. He wanted her, needed more of her, and he felt like the luckiest guy in the world to have her.

A smile tugged at his lips as he pulled away, wiping himself off before kneeling down to clean up the white substance that had dripped to the floor. "I'll be ready and waiting."

[trueloveskid]

She gets down off the table and quickly gets dressed again. Then she grabs her keys and heads out the door to go to the nearest store, the one they run to for quick trips. Only this time it's not for baby supplies. It's for something to keep them from having another baby.

It only takes fifteen minutes though, and then she's coming back into the bedroom to find Neal.

[alandwithoutmagic]

It didn't take Neal long to clean up or to want Emma to suddenly appear back by her side. As instructed, he laid out on the bed, his erection slowly growing, as his body got ready for another round. He was imaging everything they could do, while also being quite. He didn't want to stop if he could help it though they'd eventually collapse from exhaustion.

When she returned she'd fine him naked, erect and smiling as he laid across the bed.

[trueloveskid]

She heads right for the bedroom as soon as she gets home, because that's where she'd told him to wait, and she doesn't have anything else to do before going in there.

"You're not wasting any time," she says as she tosses the box to him so he can put one on while she gets undressed again. But she can't really judge. She doesn't waste any time either, unceremoniously stripping off each item of clothing and dumping them on the floor. Then it's just a matter of seconds while she climbs on the bed and crawls over to him on her knees, full breasts bouncing against her chest. Then she straddles him and lowers herself onto him with a moan -- but not too loudly, or she'll risk waking up Henry, and she doesn't want anything to stop her getting her fill of Neal this time.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal snatched the box out of the air and then grabbed one of the condoms. It's something he's done a thousand times and when Emma is crawling across the bed he's ready and waiting for her. His cock erect at the sight of her.

"Fuck you look good." He moaned the words as she sank down onto him. His hands went to her waist, massaging and groping her sides before reaching for her ass. She looked perfect on top of him like this though now that he's come once he'll be able to last a lot longer.

[trueloveskid]

She doubts that it will take her long though, as unsatisfied as she was earlier, and as much as she was anticipating this during her trip to the store. But she's determined to make it last as long as possible.

She puts her hands flat on his lower stomach to support herself and rocks back and forth on top of him, still trying to keep from being too loud and waking up Henry.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal huffs softly, holding her hips to help her move over top of him. She was beautiful and sexy and he knew for the hundredth time that he was the luckiest guy in the world.

"Emma." He moaned her name softly, very softly, as he grinned on top of him. When he felt her pace falter he began to roll his hips up, sinking deeper inside of her while strong hands helped move her. He wanted to feel her reach her orgasm.

[trueloveskid]

It doesn't take long, just like she thought it wouldn't, for that feeling to take over, making its way through her body in waves, and she rides the release for as long as it lasts. Her head tilts back and her toes curl, and she makes herself hold on just a bit longer, until Neal's done too.

[alandwithoutmagic]

Neal had to stifle the moan that vibrated through his chest. He could feel Emma's orgasm as it pulsed around his cock and he let himself cum again, enjoying the feeling of reaching his climax with her.

As the euphoria ebbed he pulled Emma down so that he could hold her in his arms. Thanks to the condom they could delay with the clean up part of sex. He just wanted to hold her. "I love you Emma."

[trueloveskid]

"I love you too." Which is something she never expected to happen, but there it is. "You won't be too offended if I fall asleep, will you?"