trueloveskid | (no subject)

It's been six weeks since Henry was born, and sometimes it feels like it's been longer than that, and sometimes like it was only yesterday. Mostly it depends on what kind of day it is, and how much trouble she has getting Henry to sleep, because if he's not sleeping, she's not sleeping.

Today is one of the days where it feels like they've made no progress at all, despite the fact that they just saw the doctor today and were both cleared. Henry's growing like he should, and she can resume life as it was before Henry was born. Including going back to work, which she will do on Monday.

She's just finishing up feeding Henry when she hears Neal come into the apartment. She sets Henry down in his crib to nap...hopefully to nap...and there, he seems to be asleep, so she backs away slowly and quietly so he won't wake up again, because she needs a few minutes to herself. She closes the door most of the way and sinks down onto the couch in the living room.

"I can't take another six weeks of this. I haven't slept more than two hours at a time since we brought him home."

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From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal growled softly against Emma's lips. It really has been to long though he had tried his best not to think about it. As tired as he was, there was always energy for sex, but Emma had to recover and they had a baby to think about now.

They might need to find a bigger place...

"Yeah." He spoke against her lips before leaning down to kiss Henry's forehead. "I'll be back soon. Something for him and some milk and eggs." It'd be obvious to Emma that he was trying not to call attention to the tightness of his pants.

"Be back soon."

From:

trueloveskid

He might be trying not to call attention to it, but she knows it's there. She can't help but smile a little at the idea. She could use a chance to relax.

"We'll be waiting." She watches him leave the room and then, while he's gone, she finishes feeding Henry and goes out to the kitchen to get herself some soup from the pan on the stove. When he comes back, she's sitting at the table eating dinner, with Henry asleep in her arms.

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal didn't take that long and when he returned he had two small bags of groceries. His erection had safely vanished though that didn't last when he stepped into the kitchen. He couldn't help it, Emma was very sexy, even while eating soup.

"Knocked out?" He nodded to Henry before putting the groceries away.

From:

trueloveskid

"Sound asleep." Safe and warm in his mother's arms, with a full stomach. It hadn't taken Henry long to fall asleep. "Do you want to put him in his crib while I finish eating?"

From:

alandwithoutmagic

"Yeah."

Neal whispered despite the fact that Henry will wake up whether someone was speaking or not. He kissed the top of Emma's head while gathering Henry in his arms. As always Neal was overly gentle with the boy, holding him as if he was made of glass.

It didn't take long to put him to bed and return to the kitchen. When he did return he just stood at the door way, watching Emma with a smile.

"You're so beautiful, you know that don't you?"

From:

trueloveskid

By the time he gets back, she's standing at the sink, rinsing out her bowl. She looks down at herself -- still tired, wearing stained clothes, and she hadn't gotten a shower yet today, not to mention that she hasn't lost the baby weight yet. She ducks her head.

"No I'm not."

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal chuckled softly. "Yes, you are." Amusement danced in his gaze as he stepped towards his love. His fingers brushed along her arms, pulling her close to his chest. His erection was back in full force now that it was just the two of them and Neal did nothing to hide it but instead pressed his hip tightly against Emma's backside.

"Feel that?" His whispered in her ear before nibbling affectionately at her earlobe. "That thinks you are."

Neal smiled against her neck before pressing his lips against the smooth warmth of her skin. "You are perfect for me." He paused, before continuing. "Emma I have a question." His voice caressed the curve of her neck as he spoke in a soft whisper. "Will you marry me? Formally." They had been living together, had a child together but Neal had never gotten around to asking her to marry him.

Henry had been a bit of a surprise after all.

From:

trueloveskid

Her heart starts racing when he presses up behind her, and her breath catches in her throat. Even with everything that has happened between them, with the fact that he stuck around after finding out about Henry, even the fact that Henry exists in the first place, she still has a hard time believing that anyone can feel that way about her. That anyone wants her around, or will stick around themselves instead of abandoning her yet again.

She turns around to face him and puts her arms around his neck. "You really want that?" She takes a moment to study his face, to consider what's now pressing against her thigh. She still has a hard time believing that this is happening, but she knows what her answer is, "Yes. I will."

She leans in to kiss him while one arm untangles itself from his neck and her hand slides down his chest and into his pants to wrap itself around his erection.

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal's heart leaps into his throat at her answer. He was the happiest guy in the world. Then her fingers circled his cock and that affection gaze turned into a mixure of love, surprise and desire. He moaned against her lips, pulling her against him as they kissed. He was the happiest and now horniest guy in the world.

His hands traveled down her back and then around her rear. "Hold on tight." He growled the words as he swept her off her feet, keeping her close to him and his cock within reach, while walking over to the kitchen table to sit her down.

With Emma seated on the sturdy table his hands traveled up, pulling Emma's shirt over her head.

From:

trueloveskid

"You want to do this here?" Then she shrugs. "Okay." It's started, they both want it, why wait? She wraps her legs tight around his waist as her free hand unfastens his pants and starts to pull them down.

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal chuckled softly. "You started it." He had just asked her to marry him. His lips pressed heatedly against hers as his fingers skillfully unfastened her bra. He was a pro at it.

He exhaled when he saw the swell of her breast. They were still larger than normal and of course she was always beautiful in every possible away. He wanted to touch her but he also wanted to get the rest of their clothes off first.

Neal pulled his own shirt off and then helped kick off his pants before grabbing and pulling hers down.

From:

trueloveskid

"Really?" She looks over at him while she leans back on her hands behind her, lifting her hips so that her pants can slide off. Her eyes glance down between his legs as she sits up straight again, her swollen breasts brushing against him. "I thought you started it."

From:

alandwithoutmagic

A low groan rumbled through Neal's chest as his eyes moved over her. "Fuck you're beautiful." He spoke as he pressed his lips hard against hers. He only spoke again when they required air. "We both started it."

On hair laced through her hair, pulling her close to him while the other positioned his cock against her sex. He was too eager and he had to firmly remind himself to slow down. His hips began to thrust forward at a slow pace, rubbing his erection against her entrance, covering his length with her arousal.

From:

trueloveskid

"Wait." As much as she wants this, and it's undeniable that she wants this, she presses her hands flat against his chest anyway. "Protection. Did you bring any from the store?"

She's not going to stop this if he didn't, she's been waiting for it for too long, but she's definitely not ready for another baby.

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal growled softly. "I don't have anything." Sort of why Henry happened in the first place. "I'll be careful." He didn't have to cum inside her, plus he wanted her to reach her orgasm first, he could hold it back.

He leaned forward and kissed her softly. "But I can stop. If you want." He spoke against her lips, not wanting to stop but willing to for Emma's comfort.

From:

trueloveskid

"No." She's been waiting for this for weeks, she's not stopping now. It makes her feel better, anyway, to know that even in her unshowered, baby weight state, that he still finds her attractive.

Besides, they just got engaged, and shouldn't they celebrate that? She spreads her legs open wider. "I want you."

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal groaned as he pressed his lips hard against hers. His hips roll forward slowly, first rubbing his erection against her entrance, before finally sinking inside of her. A low moan pulled from his chest as he held her hips tightly in his hand.

"Fuck Emma you feel amazing."

From:

trueloveskid

"So do you," she gasps as he enters her. She wraps her legs and one arm tightly around him and braces herself with her other arm behind her. "I missed this."

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal growled against her skin as he began to thrust into her. His hands molded at her waist as he began to kiss and bite at her neck. "Oh Emma."

He had to hold back. It's been too long and he wanted to feel good too.

From:

trueloveskid

She rolls her hips with each thrust, pulling him in deeper, and the arm around his back clutches tighter. She gasps his name into his ear. It's been so long since they've done this that she doesn't expect to last long.

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal griped the table hard as he moved, trying to keep himself from cumming too soon. "Fuck Emma." He panted in her ear as his hips bucked against her. "I'm not gonna last." He pulled her close, pressing his lips to hers as he moved.

He'd wait until the last second before pulling out, his seed spilling onto her thigh and then the floor.

From:

trueloveskid

Oh no. This is definitely not going to be satisfying enough. It barely scratched the surface of what she was hoping for tonight.

She picks up a couple of napkins to wipe the warm, sticky fluid off her thigh. "I have a better idea. You clean this up, and I'll get dressed and go to the store, then meet you in the bedroom."

From:

alandwithoutmagic

Neal was panting softly, kissing Emma's neck and cheek as she cleaned up. A low pleased hum rumbled through his chest at her suggestion. "Sounds like a plan." It sounded like an amazing plan and it'd give his body time to rest. He wanted her, needed more of her, and he felt like the luckiest guy in the world to have her.

A smile tugged at his lips as he pulled away, wiping himself off before kneeling down to clean up the white substance that had dripped to the floor. "I'll be ready and waiting."

From:

trueloveskid

She gets down off the table and quickly gets dressed again. Then she grabs her keys and heads out the door to go to the nearest store, the one they run to for quick trips. Only this time it's not for baby supplies. It's for something to keep them from having another baby.

It only takes fifteen minutes though, and then she's coming back into the bedroom to find Neal.

From:

alandwithoutmagic

It didn't take Neal long to clean up or to want Emma to suddenly appear back by her side. As instructed, he laid out on the bed, his erection slowly growing, as his body got ready for another round. He was imaging everything they could do, while also being quite. He didn't want to stop if he could help it though they'd eventually collapse from exhaustion.

When she returned she'd fine him naked, erect and smiling as he laid across the bed.